-The Question To Him-

Hey guys, everyday i ask this question about Insecurity. I most say its a total turn off but its sad that i have and am dealing with it in every relationship i have been in. Yes Yes i know what you going to say, maybe its you( as in mi lol) .... Ok how is it me? Yes i have friends, yes my friends are a big part of my life (trust me i do draw the line) Yes I get hit on too like every girl , BUT I AM WITH YOU !!!! YOU.... not them . Dont you think that's a sign? Don't you think that counts for something? Of all my years on this earth just one person , just one said i was intimidating so that doesn't count, so i don't think its coz i am . So my big question, is why? Why Insecurity? Why do i have to deal with that?Why are you using the greatest weapon against me?

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Insecurity??

What is it about this word that erks every nerve in me?

Is it ...

The constant fight that lay deep inside of you. Tossing and turning with emotions?

Is it your past hunting you?

Or is it Just me?

Calm i beg you to be,

Trust you clam you have for me

Love you declare everyday,

but trust I fail to feel

Is it just your insecurity eating you up or am I IT?

I beg you, try not to lose me

Your insecurity is taking its toll on me.

I try each day to hold on but

The trust, love n care begins to fade, or should i say pushed away

Pushed away because of the constant question i ask, WHY?

Break down these walls of stone because if your heart cant deal with it ,

your insecurity would push me away . ...