Monday, August 17, 2009

R.I.P




CANT BELIEVE YOU GONE FOR EVER....

I cant explain the way i feel
I cant get our song off repeat...
Remembering the way we could hang out and never get bored
Remembering the way we only fight coz we cant see one another.

Friendship like this is rear.
I cry more coz i never got to say goodbye
I tell others not to grieve, but that all i do behind closed doors.
All i hold on to now are our last words.
Thank God each sec coz they are lovely memories.

Its your birthday tomorrow and i wish i could call you and you would pick up
I thought of calling u a day earlier but brushed that feeling away
I wanted to be the first right at 12am
I wanted it to be spacial.
Now i cant even be the second or the third, coz you no more

I try to remember the good times and not the bad ones
Because that is what matters the most,
but that's not just enough.
I need t know you are there
I need to know i can call and you would answer
I need to know i can see, feel and smell you .
I need to know you would still make me smile.

The last you said was see you soon,
I hate that you going to break that promise
I hate that this would be your first.
No you cant be gone, we need you here . the whole world needs you, I NEED YOU!!!!

R.I.P FRIEND.......

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Meme!!!!!!

" MeMe' bug!!!

Was tagged by Trebes!!!

Rules:
1.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
2.They have to be real….nothing made up! if the person before you had the same first initial,you must use different answers.
3.You cannot use any word twice and you cant use your name for the boy/girl question.
4.Don’t google your answers.
5.Make it as interesting and fun as you can.
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1.What is your name: Paradigm
2.A four letter word: Pink
3.A boys name: Paul
4.A girls name: Pam lol
5.An occupation: Pilot
6.A color: Purple
7.Something you’ll wear: Pumps
8.A food: Plantain
9.Something found in the bathroom: Peroxide
10.A place: Paris
11.A reason for being late: Pregnant lol
12.Something you’d shout: Please!!!
13.A movie title: P.S, I Love you
14.Something you’d drink: Pina colada
15.A musical group: The Pretenders
16.An animal: Panda
17.A street name: Pulaski
18.A type of car: Porsche
19.The title of a song: Papa Was A Rolling Stone- The Temptations-

Tag: buttercup, Good Naija girl, Afrobabe, ........... sorry guys lol

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

My lover !!!

In a way better mood than Yesterday : )
Thanx you all for your messages.

I thought I share some of my art works with you guys
since i have nothing to blog about lol ...
I am not an artist, just an art lover that loves
the paint and brushes and wishes she was an artist but can deal
with just being the lover !!! ...
and yeah my photography skills are in-existence as you
can see, and dont mind my red wall on the background of some!!!
ENJOY !!!


- the Festival-
24* 36
Acrylic on canvas
One of my first pieces... Love the colors. Cant remember what was going through my head that day, but it sure looks active lol


-life-
two 18' by 20"
acrylic on canvas


-the lost-
four 11"by 6"
acrylic on canvas

-New Dawn-
two 8"by 20"
Acrylic on canvas
"still in progress"


- the Urban City-
24" by 36"
Acrylic on canvas.

-home-
24"by 36"
acrylic on canvas


-outer ego-
18"by 20"
acyclic and pastel on canvas


-Untitled-
18" by 20"
acrylic on paper


Yep that's right, painting is my lover !!! lol " wink "


Monday, April 13, 2009

WHY ?



WHY AM I SOOOO SAD AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY !!!!!!


Hate this feeling : (

wish i could figure it out...

@ least that way its a step ahead...

later guys hating this "sad" blog...
have a lovely week ahead!!!


Friday, April 10, 2009

OCD -Obsessive-compulsive Disorder-


Yep my lonely guitar sitting there,
reminds me each day that i should not quit...
lol donno how
that's helping thou..

My sisters came to visit and kept saying I have OCD : (
I don't think i do, but i am a lil worried now coz they wud make the 3rd person saying this.Whats wrong with wanting things organized/ neat ?
So here are a couple of things i cant stand and i find my self fixing not minding how may times a day ... does that mean i have OCD??
@ least i don't yell like some people , i fix it !!! I love to : )

1. After taking a shower, really doesn't the shower curtain deserve to be pulled back to cover the tub????
- makes the bathroom look nice if you ask me and really i think it just should be....

2. Please dry your self a lil in the tub so you don't drip all over the floor mat!!
-who likes standing on a wet toilet mat??? grossssssssss

3. Empty sink : ) why messed that up ??
-just do your dish and leave it empty : )

4. Toilet trash half full is full to me
-its the bathroom, come on I don't wanna see the tissue all the way up !!!

4b. Kitchen trash full is full
-Please dont put trash to the side or adjust the bag so the trash is hanging out on one side. just take the bag out and get a new one!!! Oh yeah and one trash is full and you see 2 small plastic bags with trash in them on the side!!! OMG are you 4 real??? ITS A KITCHEN people cook here !!!

5. Back from the grocery store, @ least make things look presentable in the fridge/ pantry/ shelf
-the bigger ones behind and the smaller ones in front !! come on just so you can see whats what ...( lol it just looks nice that way ) : )

6. Bent area rug
-i think it just looks horrible, whats the deal, just straighten it jare lol

7. Food stain in the micro wave/cover

-thank God they invented the cover but that doesn't make it ok for the cover to be messed up with food !!!!!


8. Hair in the bathroom sink!!!!
-the sink is white, your hair is black/brown/blond/red if i can see it, so can everyone!!!!!!!!!!

9. Used blender in the sink

-that kills me . as in really plates ok i can deal with, but a blender?? !!!!!!! pouring water in it saying you socking it doesn't cut it either : )


10.Cook n Clean
-they go hand in hand... my mum always said " you use, you wash that way its not all piled up when you done" the best advice ever it just makes cooking easier and fun !!!

11. Spreading your towel on the door " so it can dry "
-OMG i cant explain how much of a pet peeve that is to me as in walking in my apt or anywhere for that matter and seeing a towel hanging on the door!! what happened to toilet racks??? towel hanger !!! say a red towel on ones white door??

12. I vacuum my guest room every Saturday when I clean, even thou no one stays there
-Ok really i agree its empty but i am already vacuuming the whole apt, i might as well ...

Cant think of any more but really if all of this means i have OCD!!! so be it !!! : )
apart from #12 a lil unnecessary i think lol
Happy Easter Everyone...

NOT an "I AM BACK" Post lol


- the urban city -
"Acrylic on canvas 24" by 36"
( dont mind my red wall on the background lol)


I Think I jinx my self when ever i do that whole " ooo I am back, sorry i have been gone for long blah blah, coz all that happens is I become MIA again and the circle continues, so lets all pretend i was never gone, ok !! lol

........saw a post on face book about vera's blog, and after going through and reading i finally realized .....
I MISS BLOGGING : ( !!!! it was fun reading through and reading all y'all's comments and i sure did have a good laugh, so i really need to create time for this. I feel its gonna take a whole lot to catch up on ,.. feels more like i am new to blog ville. : (
i am ready thou !!!

update:

Guitar: Quit
well not really quit, just stooped ma lessons lol looking for a new teacher thou learnt how to play 2 1/2 songs, now, can only remember 1 1/2 : (
i really thot this was it men

Love life: in-existence
lol really it is. I kinda cleaned my slate, no strings attached. a whole lot happened in this last 8months that made me realize that's what i just need right about now.

Architecture
: still in love
Loving it more each day. the other day thou, i cried and thot for a sec i was in the wrong discipline ( too late now don't u think?) anyways i guess i went back to my ever refresher (painting) and it brought back the creative side in me, and then i smiled and realized its architecture or nothing really lol

Painting : still in debt to
lol i soo am in debt to painting as in its helps soo much in soo many ways and donno how to repay ... planning on having a show thou, yes!!!!
so my birthday is in May, and its one of those big years that everyone expects you to celebrate
( even thou i am soo running away from that) anyways i guess the only way i would do that is if i make it an art show or sthing since i have been forced to love my pieces. I wouldnt say forced to love. i like them but i just never think they are good enuf to show !!!
so my idea??
" rent a gallery, put up my painting/pottery , and have a show!!! cocktail thingy with my art, friends and miii!!! : ) lol

Grad school: TIRED : (
really i am counting down my days men!!!!

Life: CANT BE BETTER !!! : )