R.I.P

CANT BELIEVE YOU GONE FOR EVER....

I cant explain the way i feel
I cant get our song off repeat...
Remembering the way we could hang out and never get bored
Remembering the way we only fight coz we cant see one another.

Friendship like this is rear.
I cry more coz i never got to say goodbye
I tell others not to grieve, but that all i do behind closed doors.
All i hold on to now are our last words.
Thank God each sec coz they are lovely memories.

Its your birthday tomorrow and i wish i could call you and you would pick up
I thought of calling u a day earlier but brushed that feeling away
I wanted to be the first right at 12am
I wanted it to be spacial.
Now i cant even be the second or the third, coz you no more

I try to remember the good times and not the bad ones
Because that is what matters the most,
but that's not just enough.
I need t know you are there
I need to know i can call and you would answer
I need to know i can see, feel and smell you .
I need to know you would still make me smile.

The last you said was see you soon,
I hate that you going to break that promise
I hate that this would be your first.
No you cant be gone, we need you here . the whole world needs you, I NEED YOU!!!!

R.I.P FRIEND.......